There Really Is A Difference
This morning I was reading a comment my friend Cobs (@thecobweboriumemporium) made about my post yesterday and it really hit home because she reminded me that there is a difference between being scared and fear… 🤔🙄🤔
Yesterday in my post I said that it was a tad scary knowing that my journey and a new chapter in my life was about to begin and it is true…
It’s something new and something I’ve never done yet there is no fear at all because I know I can always go home and my reasoning for getting the bus was also because if I pull into somewhere that just doesn’t feel right I could just get in the drivers seat and drive off without having to go outside😉
I get so many people that ask me if I’m afraid and or don’t get how a female could travel around the country in a bus ALONE without being in total fear.. Yet Being that I listen to my gut and or follow my instincts I’m actually very excited and not fearful at all. 🤗😀🤗
Fear is a noun and can also be used as a verb. Scared is an adjective. Fear is an emotion. Scared is the state of experiencing fear like being spooked at a haunted house 😨 Fear is usually long term and much harder to push past than the temporary feeling of getting or being scared.. 🤔😌😮
As my friend Cobs said… Being scared is your bodies way of telling you to be aware and to take a look around and make sure no dangers there…
So when you’re starting something new and you feel you can’t go on… Push past that scary feeling and keep on moving on ☺🤗
Have a beYOUtiful day world and thank you Cobs for the inspiration my post today.. Love you huge my friend 💗🤗💗
Tonight while having a torrential downpour something kept telling me to go for a walk in the rain.
At first I even thought it was crazy cause when I say pouring I mean the sky opened up and just dumped and still is yet that little voice inside of me kept saying go it’s OK go.. so I did and I got so drenched that my feet and hands were literally pruned lol lol it was an amazing feeling like being cleansed by the universe… (I love walking in the rain…)
Yet when I got back my neighbor said I was crazy and courageous for walking in a storm such as we are having (did I mention there was lightning in the far far far distance⚡)
It made me think about the little voice that told me it was OK… That I’d be OK 🤗 and I was and am.. 🌧😌
I guess the moral of this story is: So many times we go against what we feel within and wind up regretting it and tonight although that little voice was telling me to go for a walk in a crazy ass rain storm.. I listened and I feel amazing.. 🤗🌧🤗
Listen to what your gut says even if it’s something as silly as going for a walk in a torrential downpour cause listening to that voice within is the most courageous thing we can do!!!
Goodnight universe!!! 😁🌧😁
It Always Knows What’s Up
Yesterday I took a break from the bus and decided to work on some crafts… My head was telling me “no work on the bus!” Yet my gut kept saying no… 🤔🙄🤔
I use to make pretty covers for journals, wish boxes and different frames for my quotes and poems all the time, making them with clay and it was very relaxing and helped me get outta my head… yet I stopped because I felt I lost my creativity mindset and tucked all that stuff away 😮
Yesterday I decided to listened to what my gut said and got out all my clay and sat on the bed in the bus and knocked out 4 pretty boxes for some friends and it actually felt really good to do so and I didn’t work on the bus at all 😉😁😉.
Moral of this story: Our gut always sends us signals of what we should or shouldn’t do… So listen to what your gut says cause it won’t ever lie to you!!! 💗🤗💗.
Have a beautiful day world 🤗🌻
I dedicate today to my son who’s in the sky above… To let him know I miss him and I’m sending him birthday love… 💗💗..
I am a grieving mother…
I am the same yet I am different….
I am here, yet a part of me is gone forever..
I stand in the sunlight…
Yet I walk in the shadows of what was…
Cannot ever be ….
Until we meet again my son….
For all eternity 🙏💗🙏
Happy Birthday Michael
I Love You forever & beyond
The last 10 days has been incredible and amazing…
Seeing friends that are actually family, that I’ve know for over 40 yrs yet haven’t seen since 1987 has been an incredible event in my life…
Going back to the places I grew up, having flashbacks of the times I spent there from 5 yrs old to 29 yrs old brought up past emotions from when my mom passed in 1985 and even issues that I thought I had dealt with yet actually stuffed…
Yet it truly was incredible and very much needed… ❤👨❤👨
Being there and seeing old friends and making some new…truly helped me realize what should be important to you.. and it doesn’t matter if you’re together or apart… True Friends are family that stay in your heart.. and no matter where you go or what ever you do… True friends will always be right there for you!!!!
Have a beautiful day my friends 🌻🤗🌻
That’s Felt Within Your Heart
Today I had get some tape from the store up the street and while looking at something my friend made me laugh hard… I hadn’t really noticed the gentleman in the same isle as me and as I turned around he smiled and said I have an infectious laugh and it made him laugh too…. His wife who was standing there giggled and said it always amazes her that he can FEEL someone’s genuine laughter… I looked at her with a puzzle look and she smiled and said he’s deaf… 🙄🤔🙄
Well you all know me and of course it touched me to the bone and because I know a little sign language I asked him how he knew and he took my hand and put it on his heart… Yeah I lost it… 😢😢 Yet in a huge warm OMG way and that’s where this poem today came from…❤❤❤
Please please remember that beauty truly comes from the heart as well as kindness does. It’s a feeling, an emotion and it comes from within… So spread a bit of sunshine today to someone you don’t know cause that’s how we can change the world and that’s how true beauty grows
Have a beautiful day world 🌻
Cause That’s What Makes A Happier You
Sunflowers always brighten my smile and working in the bus does too… It is a lot of hard work yet it still enjoyable to do 🌻🤗🌻
So don’t spend your life doing things you don’t enjoy cause that will make you unhappy and that isn’t what living is for… 🤔
Find the things you love to do and do them every day… For that’s what make life enjoyable and you should always live life that way 🤗🌻🤗
I’m down to only needing help to get the 2000 watt inverter and the 200 watt solar panel kit for me to have electricity inside without using the engine batteries while stopped at night. The active link is below for anyone that can help or share the link if you can and Please click on “Read More” under the picture of me and my son to read all about me and my journey 🌻❤🌻
Thank you all for sharing you… I am grateful
Have a beautiful day world 🌻