Today was a very emotional and somewhat overwhelming day… I wish I could show you all the text I received from someone I met on IG through my writing…I’ve never met her personally yet when she needed someone to talk to I was there, not because I had too and not for any other reason other than she needed a shoulder, an ear and to hear that it’s ok to feel, it’s ok to be sad and it’s ok to cry A LOT.. cause crying cleanses the soul and one day laughter will heal it … And the text I received today out of the blue was from her reminding me of our talk and how much it helped her through a very trying time in her life… ❤
My point in saying this is to remind everyone that kindness matters so much… Sometimes just an ear to listen or a shoulder for someone to lean on or cry on is all someone needs and it can truly change someones life… 🙏❤🙏
There is so much hate and cruelty in the world today… BE that friend, be that person, be that shoulder or ear… Not because you have to.. Because you care and because our world desperately needs it…and one day so may you!!! It truly is through kindness and love that one by one we WILL change our world!!!
Much love, kindness and peace to you all
Yesterday was the first day I didn’t post at all in 6 months and although I felt off at different times and moments throughout the day for not posting, I wasn’t in the right frame of mind to do so😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
My best friend, my soulmate friend, my rock and sister that I’ve known for 40 yrs mother passed away and I didn’t know how to process it with all that I’ve been going through myself 🤔🙄
So I decided to take a sabbatical, a day to just process my feelings, a day to allow myself to feel the loss of her mom, to cry and scream too..a day to just be me and allow it 🙄🤔
It’s truly amazing what we can endure no matter what life throws at us and as long as we believe in ourselves there is nothing that can’t get through..
Never ever stop believing in the strength you have within, never ever stop knowing that you CAN endure and get through ANYTHING that life throws at you… You only have to believe
- In loving memory of a life well lived and a legacy left behind ❤🙏❤
- “There is no end… We just go on a different journey!” Michael Robert Jones…
The book “I’ll Love You Forever” was always my children’s favorite book and I could never read the end without losing it…
After Michael, as he said, went on a different journey, I thought about that book a lot and how it says…”I’ll love you forever, I’ll like you for always, as long as I’m living my baby you’ll be” and it made me think hard and that is when I changed it to my version…
- I’ll love you forever, I’ll like you for always, FOREVER & ALWAYS MY BABY YOU’LL BE…
Because there is only one thing constant in this life and that constant is love… LOVE NEVER DIES…
Goodnight my friends much love and gratitude for and to you all!!!
Today marks 2 yrs since my son went on a different journey and although he is no longer with me physically and I miss him so so so very much, he will be in my heart and soul forever. ❤
We all go through difficulties and losses throughout our lives yet this is the hardest journey I’ve even been on and I truly agree that no child should ever go away before a parent because they truly take a huge part of you with them…. Am I ok today NO I’M NOT… Will I be okay… YES I WILL…. yet today I’m dedicating my words to my son… “To honor a life well lived and a legacy left behind!”
As he always said: “There is no end, we just go on a different journey!!” Michael R. Jones
I’ll love you forever, I’ll like you for always, forever and always my baby you’ll be…I will always always love you Michael today, tomorrow and forever !! I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH… Until We Meet Again… REST IN PARADISE MY LOVE ❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤
Our World Needs More People That Truly Care
Thank you to all that have been that shoulder for me…
Thank you to all that have wiped my tears and lent me their light when mine was dim…
Thank you for sharing you with me and for all that have stuck with me on this journey and to all those that have prayed and continue to pray for my days to get easier and for this pain to be lighter too bear…
For all of you I am thankful, for you all I am grateful…
I know the feelings will always be here because the only constant in this world is love and love out lives us all.❤
❤ Goodnight Universe ❤🙏❤ Dreams World ❤
They Are Your Real True Friends
Don’t ever take for granted the people that go out of their way to wipe away your tears and do whatever they can to help you get outta your head…. Today one of my friends did that out of the blue… How she knew I was having a very difficult day is beyond me yet there she was ready to wipe my tears and allow me to feel every emotion I was going through and i am beyond grateful. those are the people that are true Earth angels and don’t ever let them go!!! ❤😇❤
Most of you know what I’m going through and that this is a very hard month for me… Yet after witnessing a beautiful morning of kindness, it made me miss my son even more…
Michael was a beautiful Earth Angel and touched more hearts then I ever imagined… The 30th will be two years that he went on a different journey and as you know I’m not one to hide my feelings I’ve learned to embrace them and allow myself to feel…
Yet as much as I’m trying to embrace the 30th and make it a day full of beautiful memories I’m having a really hard time and I just wanted you all to know I will not let you all go…
Thank you for always being here, thank you for wiping my tears… Thank you for sharing your hearts with me, thanks for taking away my fears…
I just needed to say thank you because you all mean the world to me.. thank you for being my Earth Angels and allowing me to simply be me… Much love to you all my friends… For you all I am truly grateful..
Much love from all of me to ask of you ❤
Goodnight Universe 🙏😇🙏
There are a few items I still need to get so I can complete the bus and make it livable.. If anyone knows where I can get a 2000 watt or higher inverter, a 200 watt solar panel kit, an electric cooler or mini fridge to help me complete the bus, It will be greatly appreciated. 🙏
My gofundme link is still active for anyone that would like to help… Or if anyone has one of those items they would be willing to donate please email me, send me a direct message or comment below. The active link is below. Please click Read More to read the fully story and help if you are able or share the link so WE can continue converting the bus and move forward with my journey to heal and honor my son.. much love my friends🙏❤🙏
Today I dedicate this post to SK the beautiful souls in the world that have touched the hearts of many and have turned online friendships into full blown family. This I dedicate to real people that really care for all who’s path they cross and help our world be a better day with hope, faith and true love from their hearts.
Around July 2014, I met the most caring and loving women in a group on FB due to my posts and writings and we hit it off like no other. We became instant friends and learned that we have so so much in common that it’s crazy and needless to say we have never met face to face yet I feel in my heart and soul that I’ve known them all my life.
We have truly helped each other though some extremely hard emotional ups and downs and they have stuck by my side through the hardest time in my life….losing my son.
Today I want to scream from the rooftops and remind everyone that you CAN have FB IG and online friends that turn into family and those rare and beautiful souls that have turned from a FB or IG friend into whom I truly consider my sisters, brothers and family and I cannot express my love for them in just words.
Today I received the most caring care package from her and have been a blubbering mess and it couldn’t have come at a better time… THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOU DEBI…THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALWAYS BEING HERE FOR ME AND THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO TO BRIGHTEN UP EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE WHO’S PATH YOU CROSS. I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR YOU AND YES I’M SCREAMING IT AS LOUD AS I CAN… I LOVE YOU DEBI FOREVER AND BEYOND
Wearing it always next to the medical bracket my son gave me before he passed away and I will cherish it as I cherish you Debi.. Don’t take your friends for granted even if you only know them online… Because people that are real online can be real in person too!!!