Is Right Inside Your Heart
Hello World & Happy Day My Friends 💖🙏💖
For the past week as I’ve been doing the last few things on the bus, I’ve been reflecting a lot about my past and my upcoming new life and journey and I asked myself when was I the happiest?
Of course the first thing that popped into my head was having my children 🧑🧑👧.. but then I truly couldn’t think of anything that truly made me happy other than my kids 🤔
For most of my life I thought it was outside things that brought me happiness…
I had a a great job, made good money, got my children and myself everything that we wanted, went on amazing vacations etc yet when I really thought about all that, none of it made me truly happy…
What did make me happy was the laughs, the times we went camping and laughed so hard we cried. Cuddling on the couch watching movies…Watching them grow up, graduating from school etc and seeing them play, laugh and smile…
Those were truly the happiest times of my life and continue to be 💖🤗💖…
The little things that make you FEEL!!💖
So my friends do not look outside yourself to find your happy place… Happiness isn’t a destination it’s not a marathon race!!
So if you want true happiness the place you need to start… It truly within yourself cause happiness comes from your heart!!! 🤗💖🤗
Have A Happy Day World
Goodnight Universe 🌟💖🌟
Hello World and Happy Day My Friends 🤗.
This morning I woke up really early and couldn’t fall back asleep. It was still dark outside, and because of the panels I made for the windows in the bus, it was really dark inside the bus too….
I sat in my bed debating on if I wanted to get up or if I should try and go back to sleep.. everything was so quiet…
So I sat there listening to the silence for a minute and then…
I heard the most beautiful birdsong I’ve ever heard…🕊 🐦
It actually made me tear up 💗😍
It made me think of how much we miss seeing and hearing because we are always on the go…
Rarely taking the time to stop and just listen to all that is around us and it also reminded me that when we use all of our senses there’s so much more we can appreciate…
A bigger world truly opens up to us in many ways 😍
My point in this is…
Don’t just look at the world through your eyes…
Smell it, hear it, taste it, touch it and use all of the senses in you… Cause all the beauty within our world is outside & inside of you too 💗🙏
Take time to listen to the silence today…
The music you’ll hear is amazing 💗
Have a beautiful day world 💗
The last 10 days has been incredible and amazing…
Seeing friends that are actually family, that I’ve know for over 40 yrs yet haven’t seen since 1987 has been an incredible event in my life…
Going back to the places I grew up, having flashbacks of the times I spent there from 5 yrs old to 29 yrs old brought up past emotions from when my mom passed in 1985 and even issues that I thought I had dealt with yet actually stuffed…
Yet it truly was incredible and very much needed… ❤👨❤👨
Being there and seeing old friends and making some new…truly helped me realize what should be important to you.. and it doesn’t matter if you’re together or apart… True Friends are family that stay in your heart.. and no matter where you go or what ever you do… True friends will always be right there for you!!!!
Have a beautiful day my friends 🌻🤗🌻
That’s A Hell Of A Question
Our minds are very powerful yet can be tricky too… It can guide us along our way and can confuse us on what we should do.🤔🤔🤔🤔
Getting your heart and your mind to match is not an easy task… Our minds will tell us one thing and or hearts will say something totally different. So which one do we listen to? How do we know if we should go with what our mind says or go with what we feel… Both of them are a part of us, both of them are real.. ❤🤔❤🤔❤🤔❤
I believe in following my heart and what I feel inside cause my gut reaction has always been right and my mind sometimes will tell me to flee, to fight or hide… 🤔❤🤔❤🤔❤
Go with what you’re feeling and listen to your gut… Cause your mind can be a tricky place and you don’t want to live a life of if’s, and’s or but’s…… ❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤
You all know my story and what I’m trying to do and yesterday a very special person and someone I hold deep within my heart helped me get closer to my dream. I now only need $328 more to pay the mechanic and be able to continue the journey I promised my son I would do… ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Please help if you are able because i cannot do this alone or share the link in my bio so I can continue the journey to spread my sons ashes, continue living and heal… I AM ready 🙏❤🙏
And It Will Take Care Of You
We cannot forget to take care of our bodies as much if not more than everything else we take care of… We take care of our jobs, our family, our home and our friends, yet we tend to put ourselves on the back burner until we break or our bodies break down…. Our bodies are a sacred place that houses our most important parts… It’s the place that protects our, minds, soul, spirit and heart. We have got to put ourselves first and that means our bodies too… When you take care of your body, your body will take care of you!
Ok so yes I wrote this cause I DIDN’T LISTEN and threw my back out yesterday… I really should know better but tend to overdo it and my body will outright say NO… STOP… YOU’RE DONE… And having the disabilities I have I really should take breaks, yet I am stubborn old fool and push myself a little to much.. So for the next few days I’ll be in bed taking care of myself and working on little crafts instead of working on the bus 😢 it’s really important to take care of yourself don’t push yourself to hard…. Take a break, go read a book just take some time for you!
You all know my dilemma and I can’t do it alone I’m still only $628 away from getting the bus tuned up.. I was able to get the bus insured and registered and now I only need help to pay the mechanic to make it road ready and safe for me to drive. I am ready to begin my healing journey, spread my sons ashes and continue living life.
The active link is in my bio… Please help of you are able or share the link if you can. Much love to you all and thank you thank you thank you ❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏
🌻❤🌻 Have a beautiful day world 🌻❤🌻
Life is like a highway, with many entrances and exits along the way. Some exits we take lead us to where we’re going some take us out of our way.
Being indecisive is like being stuck at a fork in the road…. Eventually you have to make a choice on which way you want to go ➡➡➡
We tend to take directions from others instead of looking within… And when we don’t listen to our hearts there’s a chance we could sink not swim.
Listen to what your heart says, it will never lie to you… Then when you’re at that fork in the road you’ll know exactly what to do
You all know my dilemma and I can’t do it alone I’m only $628 away.. I was able to get the bus insured and registered and now I only need help to pay the mechanic to make it road ready and safe for me to drive. I am ready to begin my healing journey, spread my sons ashes and continue living life. I truly appreciate all your love, support and belief in me and am truly grateful for you all. The active link is below.❤🙏
Please help if you are able or share my story so I can continue on this journey to heal and begin living my dream. Much love to you all and thank you from the depths of my heart for all your love and continued support. ❤❤❤
😴💤 Goodnight Universe 💤😴
It Remains Within Your Heart Forever
Mother’s day is always a difficult day for me… I lost my mother 31 yrs ago yet there’s isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t wish she were here to comfort me through my loss…
Yet I know in my heart my sons with her and they are with me every day… I will always miss and love them all the time yet in my heart they will always stay…
Happy Mother’s Day
💫 Goodnight Universe 💫