Today I woke up feeling kinda stuck even though I’m making so much progress on the bus..I felt oddly stuck🤔 my dreams have been very intense which doesn’t make for a goodnight sleep and whenever I feel that way I do what I call a life review🤔🙃🙄.
I take a look at where I’m at and try to figure out why or what is making me feel this way and what in my life is prompting the feelings🤔 it’s usually just a matter of changing something..a behavior or action that is no longer serving me well…😌😮🤔.
Do I always figure it out.. No… Yet taking a look and doing a life review always helps take the anxiety or feeling away and helps me get unstuck 🙃😁🙃 and when I do figure it out I usually laugh and just shake my head 😂
Moral of this story: it takes courage to take a look at your life with humor and compassion.. Yet when you do a life review you’ll see the parts of your life that need action ☺😊☺.
Have a beautiful day world 🌻🤗
Take Charge Of How You Feel
This morning as I was making a little list of things I want to do… It made me stop a think a bit about how I want to feel too 🤔.
We tend to judge how we feel on the things that we have done… We forget to stop and appreciate where we’ve been and how far we’ve come 🙄🙄….
So I decided to make a TO-BE-LIST and take charge of how I want to feel today.. Cause it truly is only up to me how I feel throughout my day… No one has control of how I think or how I react… Cause I’m the one that makes that choice and that my friends is a fact 😁🤗😁🤗😁.
Working on the countertop and having running water in the bus today and I feel great about it and very productive… I’m down to only needing help with $384 to finish getting the inverter, the batteries and the solar panel kit… My gofundme link is still active and below for anyone that can help or share the link so I can make the goal of being in the road on my son’s birthday October 4th. 🤗❤🤗 Thank you to everyone for all your love and support for it’s helped me get where I am today and I’m so very grateful ❤🙏❤… Have a beYOUtiful day world… back to work I go! 🤗🌻🤗
When You Live A Positive Life
As Children are Taught The Golden Rules.. Do Onto Others, As You would have them do into you… I haven’t lived that way all my life but now I truly do… And I can actually truly say I’ve lived most of my life like that too 🤗❤
Today was an incredible day, a heartwarming and productive day on the bus too…. Yet tonight a very special friend that has turned into my Family said something in a response to one of my posts on Instagram that made me stop and think… 🤔
After my son passed away I became a very bitter, angry and very depressed soul, I lost me for over 18 months and when I made the decision to change my life and get me back it wasn’t an easy task… I was always a happy happy made everyone smile type of person and when I a started being me again life surrounded me with the most incredible souls and I wrote this because I’m so grateful for all of you and because it’s really true too……..🤔🙄
That saying what comes around goes around is really very true… Cause when you live your life in a positive way, life smiles right back at you 😁❤
I’m now only needing help to get the 2000 watt inverter and the 200 watt solar panel kit for me to have electricity inside without using the engine batteries while stopped at night. The active link is below for anyone that can help or share the link if you can and Please click on “Read More” under the picture of me and my son to read all about me and my journey 😘😍
Thank you all for sharing you… I am 🙏🤗
Goodnight Universe ❤🤗
BUS UPDATE 🚐🚐 🚐🚐 🚐
OK so I originally was going to remove the wheelchair ramp until today I figured out how to manually lock it into place and OMG I now have a back patio that has a 1500 pound weight limit that I can even stand in without my head touching the door when it’s open..WOO HOO so so excited… Yet that meant floor plan change again 🙄🤔 this makes the 3rd time I’ve changed it 🙄🤔
Started painting the ramp white and it started looking way too much like a ambulance 🚑 so changed my mind again and am going to paint it blue tomorrow to match the inside walls and door
So after I decided where I wanted the kitchen sink cabinet I moved it over into position and it got like a glove. Now mind you I now have to remove the chair I was gonna keep but that’s all good cause it truly fits perfectly as you’ll see.. tomorrow the rest of the chairs come out, the cabinet gets secured and the sink and countertop is getting done 😀😀 I’m so excited I’m going to pop… And that’s what made me think of this poem tonight😍🤔😍
Don’t ever ever ever give up on your dreams cause when you believe they become easy to achieve ❤
Still need help with a couple things I need to complete it so if anyone know where I can get a 2000 watt inverter, an electric cooler, and a 200 watt solar panel kit please let me know. My gofundme link in my bio is still active and those are really the only things left that I’m needing help with to complete the bus and begin my journey to sprinkle my son’s ashes and heal… The full story is under the picture of me and my son in the campaign just click on “Read More” to read it all. Much love my friends and thank you for all your love, support, kindness and light
Goodnight Universe 🌻❤🌻
When You Share Some Of It
It’s amazing what staying positive can do… No matter whatever life puts you through… Twists and turns, ups and downs… Some days light as air and some hard as the ground… 🤔🙄
Yet the one thing that’s constant we know it is love… It’s the energy around us, it’s below & above… 💕🙏
So do your best to stay positive and don’t ever quit.. Cause positivity will spread when you share some of it.. Sweet dreams ❤🙏
Still needing help with some things I need for the bus conversion. If anyone know where I can get a 2000 watt inverter, an electric cooler, and a 200 watt solar panel kit please let me know. My gofundme link below is still active and those are really the only things left that I’m needing help with to complete the bus and begin my journey to sprinkle my son’s ashes and heal… The full story is under the picture of me and my son in the campaign just click on “Read More” to read it all. Much love my friends and thank you for all your love, support, kindness and light ❤❤🙏🙏❤❤
Goodnight Universe 🙏❤
To All You Do and Do Not Know
What a beautiful act of kindness I got to witness today…. 😍😘😍😘😍😘😍😘😍
As I was checking out of my least favorite store ever (the one that begins with WAL lol lol) There were 2 people in front of me and the one checking out was I would say in her late 70’s to mid 80’s…
Now I’ve read about these things happening yet never saw until the other day and I LOST IT…. She had the basic staples like bread, milk, eggs etc and when she saw the total she was over by about $15 and as she was trying to decide what to put back I stepped up and asked how much she needed and before the cashier could answer the woman in front of me said… How much is her total amount.. the cashier told her and not only did the lady pay for it.. she immediately bought her a $100 Walmart gift card and gave that to her too….
Yep she lost it, I lost it, the cashier lost it and all the nice lady said was “kindness isn’t something we should TRY to do its something we should all do every single day…” She said “it’s not about money, it’s not about things, it’s just about caring for others and that’s what makes us human beings….”
I told her I was going to use that in my post and I would have taken a picture yet the elderly lady said she didn’t want one taken cause she wasn’t up to par… We all laughed, smiled and hugged and that was then end of that.🤗😀
Moral of this story… “It’s not about money, it’s not about things… Being kind to everyone is about being a “real” human being!!!”
Have a beautiful day world 🌻🤗🌻
There are a few items I still need to get so I can complete the bus and make it livable.. If anyone knows where I can get a 2000 watt or higher inverter, a 200 watt solar panel kit, an electric cooler or mini fridge to help me complete the bus, It will be greatly appreciated. 🙏
My gofundme link is still active for anyone that would like to help… Or if anyone has one of those items they would be willing to donate please email me, send me a direct message or comment below. The active link is below. Please click “Read More” below the picture of me and my son to read the fully story… Please help if you are able or share the link so WE can continue converting the bus and move forward with my journey to heal and honor my son.. much love my friends🙏❤🙏
The Choice Is Always Yours
Every single day of our lives we make 3 basic choices… To accept, to change or to let go… We do it in our daily lives without even realizing we do… Some decisions are harder and require a lot more thought and effort yet it’s still those 3 basic choices we use to make all our decisions in life…🤔🤔
Not every choice will make you happy, not every choice will make you mad or sad… Just always remember the choice is YOURS and no matter what others decide to do its your decision to make and your life to live not theirs… 😃🙏
I’m down to only needing $105 to pay off the mechanic and bring the bus home. I need your help to continue my journey of healing and letting go and to spread my sons ashes along the way… I am so close to doing this and with your help I can.
Please help if you are able for EVERY LITTLE BIT helps or share the link below so I can continue my journey of honoring myself and honoring my son. I truly believe that it is time to let go and continue my healing journey, I AM ready
🌞🌻🌞 Have A Beautiful Day World 🌞🌻🌞