It’s OK To Do Nothing

When Nothing Is What You Want To Do

Hello World

Today when I woke up I actually felt so relaxed that I didn’t want to get up and do anything and I immediately started self-criticizing myself for not wanting to do anything but relax all day ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

My mind immediately went to that you’ve got things to do get up now mindset ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿค” and then my neighbor ask me why I wasn’t working in the bus today which led me to believe that I should get off my butt and do something yet my little voice within kept saying NO ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

Why we do that I don’t know and I do know that I am my worst critic yet I also know that it’s OK to just BE… I didn’t have anything pressing that needed to get done..I’m not on a time frame and It’s a beautiful perfect fall day to just enjoy the day after an all night torrential downpour and I decided that rather than working on the bus I was gonna just chill.. ๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿƒ๐Ÿ™ƒ

I sat outside listening to the rustling of the leaves in the wind and feeling the perfect fall breeze and said NOPE not gonna do anything today ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ˜‰ and yet went back and fourth in my mind for a while until I said NO.. Chill day lol๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ˜‰

Moral of this story: Don’t be so hard on yourself on days you don’t want to do anything.. As long as you don’t have anything pressing the do… Sit back, relax and do you cause you are worth it ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ’—

Have a beYOUtiful day world๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ’—

Ricci ๐Ÿ’•

Procrastination and Fear Are One In The Same

Go Hand In Hand

Hello World,

The last couple of days has been a huge awakening for me and tonight I realized that fear and procrastination go hand in hand…๐Ÿ™

Sometimes when we procrastinate its because it’s something we just don’t like or want to do…. Yet when we procrastinate on doing something that we want to do to achieve our dreams, it’s actually a form of fear… ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ˜ฎ

Tonight I realized that all this time that I’ve been planning to go on my journey of spreading my sons ashes as I promised him I would, I thought I was procrastinating because of the pain of losing him.. Yet it wasn’t procrastination…it was total fear…๐Ÿค” 

The first time I tried to spread his ashes it was a month after he passed and physically and emotionally impossible… I was running from the pain… ๐Ÿ˜ข

Tonight I realized this time I’m running towards freedom… Freedom from the pain and to continue to live for him and for me…to continue on with our dreams๐Ÿ™โค 

Don’t procrastinate on anything that halts you from achieving your dreams cause it’s way easier to catch up then to keep up..๐Ÿ˜˜

I do still need help to complete the bus and am only $300 from paying off the mechanic and I need your help to do so… Most of you know about my gofundme campaign.. please help if you are able and or share the link below so I can do this because I AM ready and I AM grateful
๐Ÿ’ซ๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿ’ซ Goodnight Universe ๐Ÿ’ซ๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿ’ซ

Ricci โค