Hello World and Happy Day My Friends 🤗.
This morning I woke up really early and couldn’t fall back asleep. It was still dark outside, and because of the panels I made for the windows in the bus, it was really dark inside the bus too….
I sat in my bed debating on if I wanted to get up or if I should try and go back to sleep.. everything was so quiet…
So I sat there listening to the silence for a minute and then…
I heard the most beautiful birdsong I’ve ever heard…🕊 🐦
It actually made me tear up 💗😍
It made me think of how much we miss seeing and hearing because we are always on the go…
Rarely taking the time to stop and just listen to all that is around us and it also reminded me that when we use all of our senses there’s so much more we can appreciate…
A bigger world truly opens up to us in many ways 😍
My point in this is…
Don’t just look at the world through your eyes…
Smell it, hear it, taste it, touch it and use all of the senses in you… Cause all the beauty within our world is outside & inside of you too 💗🙏
Take time to listen to the silence today…
The music you’ll hear is amazing 💗
Have a beautiful day world 💗
Depression From Living In The Past
We all have different egos that tell us what to do…Yet our ego can play tricks on us and make wrong decisions too…It can take you to things from the past and make you feel real sad… It will make you second guess yourself and think what you’re doing is bad 🤔
The future leads to stress… Depression is from the past… So remember all you have is now so make moments and memories that last ❤🤗
There are a few items I would like to get so I can complete the bus and make it livable.. If anyone knows where I can get a 1000 watt or higher inverter, a 100 or 200 watt solar panel kit, an electric cooler or mini fridge to help me complete the bus, It will be greatly appreciated. 🤗❤
My gofundme link is still active for anyone that would like to help… Or if anyone has one of those items they would be willing to donate please email me, send me a direct message or comment below. The active link is in my bio. Please help if you are able or share the link so I can continue converting the bus and move forward with my journey to heal and honor my son 🙏❤🙏
Goodnight Universe ❤ 🙏
There’s Only One To A Customer
Every day when you wake up look at the day as a gift… We cannot predict the future and every day life is no trick… 😁♥
Embrace each and every moment, make the most of every one… Cause there’s only this day, the moment is now so go out and have some fun!🌞😆
I’m down to only needing $125 to pay off the mechanic and bring the bus home. I need your help to continue my journey of healing and letting go and to spread my sons ashes along the way… I am so close to doing this.
Most of you know my story and about my GoFundMe campaign and the promise I made to my son…. please help if you are able for every little bit helps or share the link in my bio so I can continue my journey of honoring myself and honoring my son. I truly believe that it is time to let go and continue my journey, it’s time to move on and I AM ready
♥🌞 Have a beautiful day World 🌞♥
Always Remember That Life Goes On
Life isn’t at all predictable and things don’t always go as planned…. Yet we all have the choice to start over as scary as it can be…. Staying stuck is not any fun neither is a living a life of misery.
Don’t ever be afraid to start over because mistakes are lessons in life and starting over is a chance to rebuild your life your way.
So this morning as I sat here dwelling about the estimate I got from the mechanic for the bus, I realized I was starting to go down a very unnecessary road… A road of why me and of now what??? A road of doubt and fear. AHHHHHHH I write about this kind of stuff all the time and caught myself not practicing what I preach so to speak….
So here’s my dilemma…To get the bus mechanically sound so I don’t get stuck on the road, it’s going to cost $628, then insurance and registration is another $225 … Sooooo here I am again asking for your help… My gofundme campaign is still active so if anyone can help please click the active link below or share it so I can get my journey started.
You all know my story and I cannot do this all by myself… I really would like to be on the road by July cause otherwise I’ll be traveling in the snow and the places my son wanted his ashes spread are closed from mid October through May… I am so ready to begin yet didn’t take any of this into consideration cause I was so excited about getting the bus… Lesson learned…
So there’s my dilemma and I’m asking for help to get this done. Thanks to all that have helped me get this far and those that continue to be my light when mine starts fading… For ALL of you I AM grateful ❤🙏❤