Hello World and Happy Day My Friends 🤗.
This morning I woke up really early and couldn’t fall back asleep. It was still dark outside, and because of the panels I made for the windows in the bus, it was really dark inside the bus too….
I sat in my bed debating on if I wanted to get up or if I should try and go back to sleep.. everything was so quiet…
So I sat there listening to the silence for a minute and then…
I heard the most beautiful birdsong I’ve ever heard…🕊 🐦
It actually made me tear up 💗😍
It made me think of how much we miss seeing and hearing because we are always on the go…
Rarely taking the time to stop and just listen to all that is around us and it also reminded me that when we use all of our senses there’s so much more we can appreciate…
A bigger world truly opens up to us in many ways 😍
My point in this is…
Don’t just look at the world through your eyes…
Smell it, hear it, taste it, touch it and use all of the senses in you… Cause all the beauty within our world is outside & inside of you too 💗🙏
Take time to listen to the silence today…
The music you’ll hear is amazing 💗
Have a beautiful day world 💗
That Sits Up In Your Head
Hello World & Happy Day My Friends
This past weekend it literally rained non stop which of course prevented me from doing a few things I need to get done on the outside of the bus and also gave me way too much time in my head thinking about things I could change or things I could’ve done better 🤔 🙄😫
We all have that little critic in our head that tries to tell us we’re not good enough or that things that we do aren’t right and it can be very strong at times and can put up a hell of a fight…
Yet this past weekend I actually caught that little devil trying to fill my head with doubts and so instead of letting it win I turned it around by looking at what the bus looked like when I got it and what it looks like today and WOW what a difference (SEE BELOW ➡ BEFORE & AFTER PIC)
So my friends…
Don’t ever let that negative critic tell you what to do… Cause more than half the time it’s wrong and says things that are not true… Practice staying positive no matter what you do… Cause positivity always pushes negativity away from you!! 💗🤗💗🤗
Stay positive world 💗
I dedicate this beautiful day to my oldest son…..
There truly are no words to express the love a mother has for her children… We carry them for 9 months, we nurture them and watch them grow… And although we try to do what’s best for them.. We truly never know how they will turn out… Cause There is no book or perfect plan… On how to teach your son to be a man…
I’ve made mistakes as we all do… Yet to see you all grown up, to see how you’ve grown up from that silly little boy to a man I am so very proud of… Fills my heart …
Happy Birthday Brandon
I sometimes wish that you were still small & not yet big and strong and tall..
For when I look at yesterday..
I close my eyes and see you play..
I often miss that little boy..
Who pestered me to buy a toy..
Who filled my life with pure delight..
From early morn to late at night…
I’ve watched you change…
I’ve watched you grow…
As seasons come & quickly go…
Now you’re all grown up and proud I am…
You’ve grown up and become
One hell of a man!!!
Happy Birthday Brandon
I’ll love you forever
I’ll like you for always
Forever & Always
My baby you’ll be 💗🤗💗
When You Realize The Possibilities Are Endless
Today I decided to jump through a huge fear I’ve always had and make the legs for my bed in the bus and although I’ve used a saw many times before, I had never used an electric skill saw when I built things in the past because I’ve seen way too many scary movies in my 57 yrs and so I always had others or the lumber store cut the wood into the size I needed… You can laugh now 😂 I am 😂
Needless to say…I DID IT WOO HOO ❤😁
After I cut all 6 of them, I secured them to the box spring and gave them their first coat of a moisture and waterproof primer and talk about an intense moment of clarity… And that’s why I wrote this tonight 🤗
No matter what the fear is.. no matter how big or how small… When you accomplish something you were afraid to do and you get that moment of clarity… you realize that the possibilities in your life are endless and there really isn’t anything you can’t do!!!❤😁
Don’t allow fear to stop you from moving forward, don’t let fear stop you from believing you CAN do whatever you set your mind to… Always believe you can and YOU ALWAYS WILL! Sweet dreams my friends ❤
I’m down to only needing help to get the 2000 watt inverter and the 200 watt solar panel kit for me to have electricity inside without using the engine batteries while stopped at night. The active link is in my bio for anyone that can help or share the link if you can and Please click on “Read More” under the picture of me and my son to read all about me and my journey ❤🤗❤🤗❤
Thank you all for sharing you… I truly am grateful…❤🤗❤🤗❤🤗❤🤗
Goodnight Universe ❤ 🤗
Don’t Let Them Get In Your Way
We tend to stress and worry over things we can’t control or change… Yet stress and worry doesn’t fix anything it only gets in our way…. I taught my kids to think like this and I really try to too… Yet sometimes stress and worry is the first thing that we do…🙄🤔🙄
Think about the things you do and what you CAN control and change… Sometimes it’s just a little thing that needs to be rearranged.
So don’t let life’s situations stop you and get in your way… Do the things you can do to change things and go out and have a beautiful day!!!!🌻🤗
I’m so close to bringing the bus home.. and making my dreams come true .. thank you all for helping and for all you do. The link is in my bio so please help me if you can or share the link so that I can go and continue on with my plans. To spread my son’s ashes at the places he wanted to see, to continue on this journey of healing and to honor him and me. Thank you thank you thank you ALL 💕🙏💕
🌻🤗🌻 Have A Beautiful Day World 🌻🤗🌻
Always Believe In Yourself Always Believe You CAN
Be confident in who you are and always follow your heart… It really does know what to do and where you need to start…
Believing in everything you want can feel harder then it seems.. Yet it is what you have to do in order to achieve your dreams….
Everything is possible when you believe you can…start believing in all you do then you’ll be able to say YES I AM ❤😊❤😊❤😊❤
You all know my story and I cannot do this alone. I’m still $628 away from getting the bus so I can begin making it livable and I need help paying the mechanic to make it road ready and safe for me to drive.
The active link is before and I’m so very close… Please help if you are able or share the link if you can… I’m ready to begin my journey to heal and with your help I CAN!!! ❤🙏❤🙏
🙏💫🙏 Goodnight Universe 🙏💫🙏