It’s really not that hard
Hello My Friends 💖🤗💖🤗💖🤗💖🤗💖
Just sitting here playing with different apps because I want to share my journey with you once I get on the road…
My whole page will be changing to reflect the journey I’m about to embark on…
My poems will still be written by me yet the photos will be all mine, showing and reflecting where I am and my thoughts as always. 😊
The journey I’m about to embark on living in a bus, and traveling all over, is not only a new life, new chapter journey, it is also a healing journey, a journey to spread my son’s ashes at all the places we wanted to see..
While honoring him and finding me 😊
My hope is that my journey can help others that have lost a child know that they too can live, love and carry the pain in a different way, a way that doesn’t knock them on their ass like it did to me.
A learning too let go journey…
Not to forget…
But to LIVE…. 💖💖💖 …
Click on the video it’s actually kinda cute haha 😊😊😊
Always Comes From Your Heart
Hello World & Happy Day My Friends
This past week for me has been pretty crazy working on the outside of the bus and then of course the weather decided to take a turn and rain for 3 days (gotta love Florida.. NOT) which put a halt to what I’ve been doing 😩 and on top of that we had a beautiful full blue moon which never fails to heighten my emotions and bring up a lot of past memories some of which as you know are devestating for me 😩
I, as you all know, truly believe there’s nothing wrong with looking back on your life and reflecting on how far you’ve come, to reminisce about the good times and to reflect on lessons learned and not learned yet, as long as you don’t get stuck there and allow your past to stop you from moving forward… 😉
Well I got a tad stuck in my past only seeing the sad, the hurt and pain and missing my son and my chica badly and last night something happened cause when I woke up this morning I felt so much love in my heart and was flooded with beautiful memories 💗
Now I don’t know if it was a dream cause I rarely remember them or if it was the universe reminding me of all the happy times but it made me realize that in order to remember the happy times more than the sad we must look from our hearts….
We all have happy and sad times, the sad ones just stick out more… So when the hurt and sadness pops up use love to push it out the door….
Cause all the love you have within will always help you see… That’s there’s way more happy then sad times, so grab onto those memories 💗🙏
Have a beautiful day world 💗
Except It, Embrace It and Live It Fully
Live today to the fullest, appreciate all this day has to offer… Embrace the good, Respect the difficulties and know that this day too will pass…
No matter what today brings, no matter what goes on… Know that all you have is right now… right now is where you belong! 🤗❤
Have a beautiful day my friends…
Life is to short not too 🤗🌻
Ricci 💕 😘 💕
Taking a break for lunch as I’ve been in the bus all morning… And when I decided to take a break I looked around and realized everything I’ve been through to get where I am right now. 🤔
The last 2 yrs have been a whirlwind of emotions, heartache and yet I’m still here… Life can be very confusing, it can be very hard and tough… Yet when you look back from where you were too where you are today… You’ll see that you were tougher than everything life put in your way 🌻😁
Still needing help with some things I need for the bus conversion. If anyone know where I can get a 2000 watt inverter, an electric cooler, and a 200 watt solar panel kit please let me know. My gofundme link in my bio is still active and those are really the only things left that I’m needing help with to complete the bus and begin my journey to sprinkle my son’s ashes and heal… The full story is under the picture of me and my son in the campaign just click on “Read More” to read it all. Much love my friends and thank you for all your love, support, kindness and light ❤❤🌻🌻❤❤🌻🌻❤❤🌻🌻❤❤🌻🌻
Have a beautiful day world 🌻
Happy Day, Happy May my friends ❤🌷❤
We all have a light side and dark side within us and it all comes down to choices and which side you choose to be and the side you choose to act upon. The side that you tend to use the most is the side most people see!!! 😊😊😊❤❤❤😊😊😊❤❤❤😊
For those that are seeing my posts for the first time WELCOME to my story.
I starting writing quotes when I was a child yet life went on and I stopped until I unfortunately lost my son a little over a year ago and 6 months ago is when I started writing again. It’s been a devastating painful journey for me and and being disabled on a limited income has made it hard for me to honor his last wishes.
My daughter-in-law started a campaign to help me get a van so I can honor his last wishes and spread his ashes and I’m asking for your help.. It’s my dream to honor his wishes so that I can heal from the emptiness in my heat and learn to carry the pain lighter and most importantly help others who have lost a child as well..For there’s no greater pain then the pain of losing a child at any age and yet I was blessed to spend 24 beautiful years with him… It is now my purpose to help others as they have helped me, it is my goal, it is my purpose and I will NOT give up!!!! The active link is below and I’d appreciate if you could share it too
❤❤ Ricci ❤❤