Cause They Always Come Back
In the past few days I’ve had a bunch of feelings and emotions pop up out of nowhere yet because I’ve learned to allow them rather then to fight or stuff them, I’ve also learned that I feel 100% better when I deal with them and work through them right away.
In the past if it was fear of something or sadness I’d stuff the feelings or ignore them as if they weren’t there, trying to be a “strong ” person and not let things get to me… Showing your feelings isn’t a sign off weakness, it’s actually a sign off strength, a sign that does you are REAL yet society doesn’t help in that manner and neither does education and or sometimes people.
We are taught from a child to NOT cry, NOT to show or say how we truly feel, NOT to let others see when your hurting etc and I just don’t get that because it always comes back no matter what it comes back 10 fold, and it’s harder to deal with cause it brings up years of past shit and it when we last expect it too and then we just have to deal and heal from it all over again😡🤔😡
Feelings are a part of our being and to hide them is hiding who we truly are!! Always always allow yourself to feel.. Whether you’re mad, glad, sad or scared don’t hide how you feel, don’t stuff them and don’t pretend they aren’t there cause when we deal with them head on they are temporary.. When we stuff and hide them they last forever until we deal with them head on. So feel them, show them, allow them and process them cause when you do you’ll be glad you did!!
Goodnight Universe 🤗❤
Hello My Friends 🌻❤🌻❤🌻❤🌻❤🌻
Yesterday was a crazy day with people panicking about the hurricane which still isn’t anywhere near where I a live yet so many are panicking so I stayed working on the bus and I hid… 🙄🙄 I know it’s scary for many yet I don’t live it’s path and I understand the feelings yet we cannot control mother nature’s wrath.. please try to stay focused be aware and take one moment at a time…. Cause if you don’t stop freaking out your going lose your mind!!! 😱🙄😱
Well I’m almost finished with the kitchen countertop and sink… Just gotta paint it, caulk the sink secure and add the faucets… Yet I’m so excited and proud of myself for taking on this project and overcoming my fear of skill saws lol… I’m still making the window covers yet only have four more to do… I just wanted to share the progress so far as show it all to you ❤🤗❤🤗❤🤗❤
The total I need to get everything in order for me to have electricity to run the fridge and other things while I’m stopped at night without using the engine battery is down to $554 and I am so grateful to ask that have helped me get this far😀❤🤗.
I am still needing to purchase a 2000 watt inverter and two 12volt marine batteries as well as a 200 watt solar panel kit which would keep the inverter batteries charged at all times 🤗 My gofundme link is still active and is below for anyone that can help or if anyone knows where I can get those things cheaper please let me know.
Have a beautiful rest of your day world 🌻
Hello World 🌻🌞🌻
Even the strongest person needs time to refresh, reflect and heal and there is no shame in doing so….
We tend to work so hard at trying to become or achieve something that we wind up getting to the point of breaking or giving up…
Take time to heal yourself, take breaks and do it right. Your life is a daily work in progress and nothing happens overnight…. Take your time and slow down, life isn’t going anywhere… so take your time, take care of YOU and pause, breathe, reflect and refresh. Nothing is worth breaking yourself down for… There is no shame in taking care of you❤🌞
We can’t do everything by ourselves and there’s no shame in asking for help… So here I am again asking for your help 🙋🙋🙋
You all know my story and I am only $1040 from reaching my dream and getting that shuttle bus. I’m so close and have 12 days to get it paid off and get it off the property where it is.
I am asking for your help because I cannot do this alone……. Please help of you are able or share my story so we can make this happen. I am so ready to begin this journey.. It’s time for me to heal…The active link is in my profile.