Always Comes From Your Heart
Hello World & Happy Day My Friends
This past week for me has been pretty crazy working on the outside of the bus and then of course the weather decided to take a turn and rain for 3 days (gotta love Florida.. NOT) which put a halt to what I’ve been doing 😩 and on top of that we had a beautiful full blue moon which never fails to heighten my emotions and bring up a lot of past memories some of which as you know are devestating for me 😩
I, as you all know, truly believe there’s nothing wrong with looking back on your life and reflecting on how far you’ve come, to reminisce about the good times and to reflect on lessons learned and not learned yet, as long as you don’t get stuck there and allow your past to stop you from moving forward… 😉
Well I got a tad stuck in my past only seeing the sad, the hurt and pain and missing my son and my chica badly and last night something happened cause when I woke up this morning I felt so much love in my heart and was flooded with beautiful memories 💗
Now I don’t know if it was a dream cause I rarely remember them or if it was the universe reminding me of all the happy times but it made me realize that in order to remember the happy times more than the sad we must look from our hearts….
We all have happy and sad times, the sad ones just stick out more… So when the hurt and sadness pops up use love to push it out the door….
Cause all the love you have within will always help you see… That’s there’s way more happy then sad times, so grab onto those memories 💗🙏
Have a beautiful day world 💗
I dedicate today to my son who’s in the sky above… To let him know I miss him and I’m sending him birthday love… 💗💗..
I am a grieving mother…
I am the same yet I am different….
I am here, yet a part of me is gone forever..
I stand in the sunlight…
Yet I walk in the shadows of what was…
Cannot ever be ….
Until we meet again my son….
For all eternity 🙏💗🙏
Happy Birthday Michael
I Love You forever & beyond
The last 10 days has been incredible and amazing…
Seeing friends that are actually family, that I’ve know for over 40 yrs yet haven’t seen since 1987 has been an incredible event in my life…
Going back to the places I grew up, having flashbacks of the times I spent there from 5 yrs old to 29 yrs old brought up past emotions from when my mom passed in 1985 and even issues that I thought I had dealt with yet actually stuffed…
Yet it truly was incredible and very much needed… ❤👨❤👨
Being there and seeing old friends and making some new…truly helped me realize what should be important to you.. and it doesn’t matter if you’re together or apart… True Friends are family that stay in your heart.. and no matter where you go or what ever you do… True friends will always be right there for you!!!!
Have a beautiful day my friends 🌻🤗🌻
That’s Felt Within Your Heart
Today I had get some tape from the store up the street and while looking at something my friend made me laugh hard… I hadn’t really noticed the gentleman in the same isle as me and as I turned around he smiled and said I have an infectious laugh and it made him laugh too…. His wife who was standing there giggled and said it always amazes her that he can FEEL someone’s genuine laughter… I looked at her with a puzzle look and she smiled and said he’s deaf… 🙄🤔🙄
Well you all know me and of course it touched me to the bone and because I know a little sign language I asked him how he knew and he took my hand and put it on his heart… Yeah I lost it… 😢😢 Yet in a huge warm OMG way and that’s where this poem today came from…❤❤❤
Please please remember that beauty truly comes from the heart as well as kindness does. It’s a feeling, an emotion and it comes from within… So spread a bit of sunshine today to someone you don’t know cause that’s how we can change the world and that’s how true beauty grows
Have a beautiful day world 🌻
That’s A Hell Of A Question
Our minds are very powerful yet can be tricky too… It can guide us along our way and can confuse us on what we should do.🤔🤔🤔🤔
Getting your heart and your mind to match is not an easy task… Our minds will tell us one thing and or hearts will say something totally different. So which one do we listen to? How do we know if we should go with what our mind says or go with what we feel… Both of them are a part of us, both of them are real.. ❤🤔❤🤔❤🤔❤
I believe in following my heart and what I feel inside cause my gut reaction has always been right and my mind sometimes will tell me to flee, to fight or hide… 🤔❤🤔❤🤔❤
Go with what you’re feeling and listen to your gut… Cause your mind can be a tricky place and you don’t want to live a life of if’s, and’s or but’s…… ❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤
You all know my story and what I’m trying to do and yesterday a very special person and someone I hold deep within my heart helped me get closer to my dream. I now only need $328 more to pay the mechanic and be able to continue the journey I promised my son I would do… ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Please help if you are able because i cannot do this alone or share the link in my bio so I can continue the journey to spread my sons ashes, continue living and heal… I AM ready 🙏❤🙏