Is Right Inside Your Heart
Hello World & Happy Day My Friends 💖🙏💖
For the past week as I’ve been doing the last few things on the bus, I’ve been reflecting a lot about my past and my upcoming new life and journey and I asked myself when was I the happiest?
Of course the first thing that popped into my head was having my children 🧑🧑👧.. but then I truly couldn’t think of anything that truly made me happy other than my kids 🤔
For most of my life I thought it was outside things that brought me happiness…
I had a a great job, made good money, got my children and myself everything that we wanted, went on amazing vacations etc yet when I really thought about all that, none of it made me truly happy…
What did make me happy was the laughs, the times we went camping and laughed so hard we cried. Cuddling on the couch watching movies…Watching them grow up, graduating from school etc and seeing them play, laugh and smile…
Those were truly the happiest times of my life and continue to be 💖🤗💖…
The little things that make you FEEL!!💖
So my friends do not look outside yourself to find your happy place… Happiness isn’t a destination it’s not a marathon race!!
So if you want true happiness the place you need to start… It truly within yourself cause happiness comes from your heart!!! 🤗💖🤗
Have A Happy Day World
Goodnight Universe 🌟💖🌟
Hello World & Happy Day My Friends 🤗🌻🤗..
Don’t allow the “name” of the day get you down & out… just because it’s Monday that’s not a reason to pout!!! 😫
Making every day a beautiful day is totally up to you. So take the time to sparkle & shine & Don’t let the name of the day get to you!! 🤗🌻🤗
Have a beYOUtiful day world 🌻💖🌻
It’s really not that hard
Hello My Friends 💖🤗💖🤗💖🤗💖🤗💖
Just sitting here playing with different apps because I want to share my journey with you once I get on the road…
My whole page will be changing to reflect the journey I’m about to embark on…
My poems will still be written by me yet the photos will be all mine, showing and reflecting where I am and my thoughts as always. 😊
The journey I’m about to embark on living in a bus, and traveling all over, is not only a new life, new chapter journey, it is also a healing journey, a journey to spread my son’s ashes at all the places we wanted to see..
While honoring him and finding me 😊
My hope is that my journey can help others that have lost a child know that they too can live, love and carry the pain in a different way, a way that doesn’t knock them on their ass like it did to me.
A learning too let go journey…
Not to forget…
But to LIVE…. 💖💖💖 …
Click on the video it’s actually kinda cute haha 😊😊😊
Hello World & Happy Day My Friends 🤗
Ok so we all know that I’m a sticker freak lol and that I’ve decided to dedicate the back of the bus with pretty and positive vibe stickers 🤗 well that hasn’t changed yet I just added “Hello World” & “Goodnight Universe” to the front and the back (website will be added later) but the back just wasn’t sitting right with me yet I couldn’t figure out why 🤔🤔..
Well… Yesterday I was talking to my dear dear friend Paul who lives in Scotland and I showed him the front and the back of the bus and being the bff that he is.. He called me out on the back saying it looked a little out of place (his exact words I can’t say hahaha) because I had “Goodnight Universe” at the top and right below it I had a map of the USA 😯😫😯…
And it hit me…
How one-sided of me to have “Goodnight Universe” and only the USA map beneath it…😫
So yep I immediately took the USA map down painted it again and put the WORLD map beneath it… 😍
Duh Ricci hahahaha I’m loving it now and it looks way way better….(see pics⬇️⬇️⬇️)
I’m still gonna put the USA map on it so I can see all the states I’m going to but it’s going on the passenger side next to the bus doors instead lol 😉
Needless to say my oldest and his fiancee as well as my bestie agreed yet also laughed cause I’m constantly changing stuff… 🤗
My point in this is: there’s nothing wrong with changing your mind a million times if you need too… Nothing in life is set in stone so do what’s best for you!!! 😍💖
Have A Beautiful Day World 💖
Cause It Comes From Inside Of You
Hello World and Happy Day My Friends 🤗😀
This morning I had to take the little boy I babysit to the school bus by 6:45am which I rarely do because his parents know I don’t like getting up that early and his dad usually does it, yet this morning when I picked him up he asked me something that totally threw me for a loop..🤔😮..
He asked me why I’m always laughing & smiling 🤔😮..
Now I haven’t ever been a morning person, at least I don’t think so lol and if you were to ask my kids what I was like in the mornings they would tell you to leave me alone until I had my coffee…
Yet this little boy saw something in me that I guess I don’t see in myself and it truly caught me off guard and all I could do was laugh 😯😂…
I can say that I am a very positive and optimistic person yet truly thought I was always a bitch in the mornings cause I like my mornings quiet..
At least until I have my coffee and my blood starts to circulate lol lol
Yet when I asked him why he thinks that he said cause he always sees me smiling and laughing even when I was hurting bad when my back went out 😯
All I could do was smile and tell him that smiling and laughing just feels better then being yucky 😉😀😉…
My point in all this is..
Being happy really doesn’t come from outside of us…
When we are truly happy within ourselves it shows outside of us too… It shows in everything we say and it shows in everything we do…
So don’t look for happiness outside of yourself cause that’s not where happiness is…
Happiness comes from inside your heart, cause that’s where happiness lives 😀😉😀….
Have a beautiful day world 💖
Hello World & Happy Day My Friends ❤️
It always makes me giggle when someone says that they woke up in a bad mood 🤔
I mean seriously… How can you wake up in a bad mood???
I understand if you slept crappy or something kept waking you up that you may be tired..
Yet how can anyone seriously WAKE UP in a bad mood? 🤔🤔🤔…
I’ll be the first to admit that I’m not the best person to interact with as soon as I open my eyes 👀 yet that is cause my blood hasn’t stated circulating and my brain just needs to fully wake up before I start rambling or have a full blown conversation (my coffee addiction helps that haha) yet I can’t ever say that I opened my eyes and woke up in a bad mood 🤔…
We truly do have control on how we feel each and every day…
We can choose to smile as soon as we wake up or we can choose to be a grouch…
The key word is CHOOSE…
Cause we are totally control of how we want to be when we open our eyes in the morning…
Sooooo make the choice to be happy and choose to smile when you open your eyes… It really is that simple 🙄
Have a beautiful day world 🤗
Always Comes From Your Heart
Hello World & Happy Day My Friends
This past week for me has been pretty crazy working on the outside of the bus and then of course the weather decided to take a turn and rain for 3 days (gotta love Florida.. NOT) which put a halt to what I’ve been doing 😩 and on top of that we had a beautiful full blue moon which never fails to heighten my emotions and bring up a lot of past memories some of which as you know are devestating for me 😩
I, as you all know, truly believe there’s nothing wrong with looking back on your life and reflecting on how far you’ve come, to reminisce about the good times and to reflect on lessons learned and not learned yet, as long as you don’t get stuck there and allow your past to stop you from moving forward… 😉
Well I got a tad stuck in my past only seeing the sad, the hurt and pain and missing my son and my chica badly and last night something happened cause when I woke up this morning I felt so much love in my heart and was flooded with beautiful memories 💗
Now I don’t know if it was a dream cause I rarely remember them or if it was the universe reminding me of all the happy times but it made me realize that in order to remember the happy times more than the sad we must look from our hearts….
We all have happy and sad times, the sad ones just stick out more… So when the hurt and sadness pops up use love to push it out the door….
Cause all the love you have within will always help you see… That’s there’s way more happy then sad times, so grab onto those memories 💗🙏
Have a beautiful day world 💗