3 Days and Counting

I Think I’m Gonna Puke

Hello World 🌻 Happy Day My Friends 🤗💖🤗
Video story instead of a poem cause my head is all over the place 😮. ⬇️⬇️⬇️
Sooooooooo… It always makes me laugh when people say that I’m so strong for doing this cause it truly has nothing to do with how I feel inside… My strength is what makes me do it and walk through the fear but it doesn’t take away the fact that I’m a freaking basketcase and truly feel like I want to puke…🤮🤢🤮..It’s been 10 long months since I brought the bus home and started working on it and the fact that it’s all done and I’m hitting the road in 3 days truly makes me feel like I wanna puke hahaha… My emotions are all over the place, I can’t eat, my stomach is in knots and I truly wanna scream… 😮🤯😯…Sooooooooo… The next few days I’ll just be making sure I’ve got all my ducks in a row and doing my best to breathe 🙄😏🙄 but I wanted to say thank you to all of you that have stuck by me through this crazy journey of building the bus, my tears, my laughs, my everything…

Thank you so very much…I am truly grateful and love you all dearly! 💖🙏..

Let the countdown begin!! 3 days AHHHH 🤯

Ricci 💕

Author: Hello World Goodnight Universe

Hello World, My name is Ricci pronounced like Ricky, yet it's been mispronounced all my life and at my age I answer to just about anything 😊 I am a writer, a writer of motivational light. A writer about everyday life. My story is one of hope, inspiration & motivation... One that begins over a half a century ago, when life was much different than it is today. We all have our own story, for each of us is unique. Some have had it easy, some have had it hard. Yet I believe that each one of our stories can bring a bit of light to others and I hope mine will bring light to some of you. My goal is to tell my story with hope that others can see that no matter what happens throughout your life... You CAN prevail, even when it feels like you can't. For I know it's possible, even after the loss of a child, which to me is the most devastating life event ever... I know for I have and am prevailing each and every day. It isn't easy and there are days where I feel I cannot go on yet always know that You are NOT alone... Everything is possible when you believe. Everything is possible when you believe in YOU ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

4 thoughts on “3 Days and Counting”

  1. We all fear the unknown. Perhaps if you look on it another way. Are you feeling ‘fear’ … or are you feeling a really acute form of excitement? Take away the word fear – let’s pretend it doesn’t exist. Now replace it with ‘excited’.

    Now add on the knowledge that . . . you can come home at any time. Even if just for a night, or a couple of nights. Doesn’t mean you’ve failed. It means you wanted to touch base again. That’s all.

    Be excited for doing the first part of this journey. Only think about getting to the first place you want to get to.
    Then . . . if you want to touch base again – do so. Then go on to your next stop.

    Be excited Ricci. This is an exciting time. You’re doing something you’ve always wanted to do. NOW is the time.
    Sending you a whole big bucket filled with love and squidges – Cobs. xxx

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    1. You’re right on point Cobs .. It isn’t fear at all it’s crazy excitement like omg it’s really happening in so excited I’m gonna puke excited hahahaha and that’s exactly how I did change my mindset… I’m going to see my daughter first so it helped me to know I have a destination to go to first… Thank you so much for all your love and squidges… They are so so so welcomed 💖😘💖😘💖😘

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  2. Your journey began when you made the decision to do this. What you’re feeling now is just a temporary glitch, the way most people feel when they realize they have to either jump off the diving board with a glorious shout, or go back down the ladder ignominiously. Give that shout! Once your feet leave that diving board and you’re in the air, you’ll be shouting with glee (or maybe screaming in fear, but you’re the only one who will know which is which). And when you slide into that clear, clean water, it’s going to feel mighty good. You’re a swimmer! and you leaped off that high dive! It’s your dive, your pool, your happiness: go for it!

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    1. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH yep the shout big-time… And your right Susan… This is just another chapter of the journey I started 10 months ago… Thank you so much for all your love and support and definitely laughs through all of this!!! Love you much my dear friend 💖😘💖😘


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