Yesterday was a very cold and rainy day and as I was painting the counter and shelves it hit me hard that my journey is just a couple weeks away and I lost it😢😢
I spent the rest of the day trying to figure out how to let go of the sadness and pain because this was supposed to be and Michael’s journey.. 😢😢😢
Although i know he’s with me daily in mind, heart and spirit, I couldn’t get past the fact that his physical isn’t with me and I literally cried all day and cried myself to sleep.😢
I started doubting if I can really travel around alone to all the places he wanted us to see sprinkling his ashes along the way and this morning I woke up with this poem in my head.. 💗💗💗
I know it’s going to be a very emotional journey yet I know in my heart and soul that this is meant to be and I believe yesterday was just a OMG IT’S REALLY HAPPENING day and this morning I remembered that I’m not letting go to forget… I’m letting go to move on with my life…
To live and to begin a new journey, a new chapter in my life and although a tad scary it is time and I am ready.
Thank you to everyone that has helped me get to this point and for all the love and support received and continue to receive… For you all I am eternally grateful 💗🙏💗
The countdown to my new beginning, my journey to heal has begun!
Goodnight Universe 💕